experimental writing. poetry. missions, goals, and plans.

17.9.09

5 places to to bring the one you love

1. in front of you

2. home

3. in your heart

4. still trying to figure this one out?

5.?


three things i should say more often

thank you
i love you
i forgive you

these few words you read, are not teachings of a christian or buddhist faith, or any teachings in that matter. the significance of these words these words transcend religion and language but reach higher belief of humankind acting often as the cohesive force for all humans. to love fully and experience the fragility of life takes practice, personal experience, and patience. these qualities are some that i feel that i have been able to exude lately. i have become sad that i learned these things now rather than sooner. i ve known these words for sometime and ive been selective and stingy with its uses, but i am beginning to blow the dust of that box in the attic, and opening it to remind me that love is free. as it should be in every human being. to those i havent told you these things, im sorry,
to those, know that these feelings are true, the dam that is my heart has cracked, and has gently freed the water that is my love to you all. i thank you for every moment i am on this earth and will continue to cherish her and all of her children. i forgive you to walk freely, and enjoy in this, and each day you all have before you.
wow do i love metaphors.

prayer is beautiful thing too, i am not a christian, nor have i ever prayed in my life. but break it down and tell me exactly what it is. it is talking or speaking to a noun (person, place, or thing.) death is the everlasting ending to the story of life, but lately ive been praying to whoever will hear me, ones i know will always listen, and comfort me in my time of need. nothing beats the present, but the power of prayer helps.


the present is a present.

may peace be with you. live long and prosper.

2.9.09

how i miss thee

this is my first september in 16 years without formal education. now i guess, its informal education, something ive been doing half of the time i was in school. its kind of learning the things you really dont need to know but maybe it will be useful in the future. trivial things. but i miss it, the counting down of the days, the buying school supplies that youll never ever use, the packing lunches, packing bags and the looking fo'ward to seeing old faces after a long and stress free summer. but all that is gone to me, and to my colleagues who now must deal just as our predecessors , our upperclassmen have had to deal with, the job market, the ever growing loom of compounded interest as our loan payments are due the first of last of every month and we continue to create invisible shackles for ourselves. interest my friends is a very interesting beast.
since school has been out, i cant say ive been learning too much but i have in my own opinion, have started to enjoy life more fully and have put some things aside such as finding a source of income, and job security. i need to go buy some kites and fly them.