and i'm leaving now

a poem entitled I'm leaving now.


i'm leaving now. i'm sorry i couldn't say goodbye.

i'm leaving now, with a heavy heart, with pen and paper in pocket

passport in the other. an inquisitive mind unfulfilled, a small, red camera bag,

filled to the brim with clothes. a passport, some coins, my tongue, and a watch.

one pair of jeans unwashed for two years,

and a white tee shirt seasoned with the sweat and stains.

black socks. black shoes. black hair.

and a wad of paper money tied by an elastic.

most importantly, my mind, my wit, my grit.

i'm leaving now. i'm sorry i couldn't say goodbye.

Change.

Change. The way Obama says it. Change. Here's a way to instill change. Through consumption. I wish that I had thought it before the developers. But it is a way to change. The production of cheap machines that are operable and efficient and capable of use for children. I question the product because it asks you to donate, but only shows you the pictures and will not even allow you to inspect what you intend to donate. I want to see a physical item of what i plan to pay for to help others. is it what they say?

but it is something. i am curious though to see where these laptops are really going. they're quite the economic ergonomic piece of work. almost incredible. 200 clams gets you a linux operating system and 3 usb ports. i think microsoft's software is priced around that. check it

amazon/com/xo

how do we sustain?

dear jawn,

Ive been thinking lately about what i would like to do in my professional career. things keep popping up. architecture, horticulture, driving fast cars. words up to philly. and philly crew.

yis, your right i did want to dance that night. hard.2step.
wen, geno's or pat's? philly is a sick backdrop for a movie as big as a city.
helen, probably doesn't blog.
nor luat.

but before settling down and doing shit for money, i gotta see the world.
see what's out there, beautiful buildings, trees, and people.

making dough and bouncing. TBA.

one way ticket.

compound it. when a domestic car becomes a badass whip to drive again, after the companies are either bankrupt, or bought out by a foreign company, we won't have domestic cars any more because they will have grown into a dying breed unable to keep up with the survival of the fittest in autos. you'll be rich.

and if anybody does take anything from this random reading.
we are all integral in getting out of the recession. we must spend. GDP is 4 parts, Investment, consumers, Government spending, and net exports. so with the declining petrol prices, there should loosen up some discretionary spending. for us to spend on other things. the volatility of cash has slowed, it isn't moving in an economy where money is meant to be spent, a huge credit crisis has happened and has altered the sense of confidence in the nation. we need to demand banks that they issue loans, or have the government begin regulating the practices of such banks, practices don't seem too responsible to lead America is the ever looming recession and slowly dragging others, such as the UK, China, Japan, Iceland, into a large credit freeze. the literal injection of money into the economies is exactly what you can imagine, whether is be an anti-biotic or class A recreational drug, it changes the economic environment. It will help provide for relief to the rising unemployment in creating businesses, infrastructure, cleaner energy, and jobs. these industries are some of obama's views on the national spending.
its exactly what we need. better streets, more efficient means of energy, more small businesses acting as a cohesive force domestically as we prepare a battle for the sustainability of our country. cream. get the money. cash rules everything around me. and if there is a shortage of cash in the economy, we fail. so i urge, spend. the us government will not allow us to fail.
i love america.



pulchritude. means something you would never expect.

Chromeo

I introduce to you possibly the most gangsta-esque picture you will ever see in yo' life. ever



i can't wait to be a waiter and serve people at this concert.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EUEA5nb7IU

Bonafide Lovin'
hilarious.

Spore

Goodbye to my social life, I recently acquired the new game by Sims creator Will Wright. THe premise of the game is you begin as a single cell organism and evolve into animals to socialized beings to space invaders. Or something like that. The game is quite detailed in the customization of the creature you choose to pursue. My only qualm with the customization is that there are limited features you can put onto the animal but you can control many aspects such as the size of the core, the thickness and shape of the core of the animal and even the length of appendages. I'm sold but i did wish i bought Star Wars The Force Unleashed. I've been such a friend of the economy lately acting as an avid consumer. Although half of my purchases go untaxed. wink wink. The other half are things that probably shouldn't have been bought in the first place especially in the situation our economy is in. i guess ill still follow the one motto i picked up in Italy recited to me by a sweaty Australian dude, "you cant take it with you." so why even try.

Metal Gear Solid 4 completed my life. I just wanted to tell everyone in the world that this game is unreal. Robots, government conspiracies, guns, drugs, ninjas, never ending plot twists, sophisticated bosses, awesome mission support accessories.

today

you live today to see tomorrow. i dont know what i'm feeling now, a split.

82108

the fish market is where it's at. I think I'm gonna be in the food hospitality industry for a long time. green in the colour of genius. Ithink I'm going to make a long adventure anywhere. I need to go back to amsterdam where there are buds and bikes and babies. it's nice to loss things. this summer has been a summer of lost material things. I've lost it all. but in the end you have yourself and that's all you'll ever need.

yo

time is flying by quick. but im making bank y'all. no turning back, i'll see ya when i see ya.

yo

one of my all time favorite pieces of Picasso. possible tatttoo.

hello beautiful, goodbye sucka

i had dreams and hopes and goals before living in boston. shit is rough in the butthole. you live to pay and pay to live. its a reckless cycle. as for saving money, i can't. the cost of living is rising and getting close to out the roof for a poor college kid. within the past month, i've lost my wallet including the cards, identification, other necessary items. i'm ready to go, all takers proceed to the front desk. i'm going wherever i can whenever i can save some money. as for quitting cigarettes, i've failed terribly, i guess i wouldnt say i failed if i never really tried. but i do enjoy boston. its been a quick and pretty eventful 4 weeks until now. i guess i'm still learning what this city's got for me, surprises! boston is surprising very touristic, a lot of international people are in the city, just my perspective. but working is good the body, does a number on the soul. you need a good balance. i officially just finished paying rent for the month of july. 20 days late. now i have a week to make up a quarter of the last month's rent. if i should continue to ramble about money matters. allow me to reiterate i have bills to pay. but living is living. whether you pay for it, or dont. bikes babies buds and bums. thats my july.

compound it.

I'm starting a job come monday. all y'all who dont live in boston, i got a flat for two months. throwing pi's (3.141's) all day. so i'm beginning to plan the next trip to europe. I want everyone with the capacity to come. I'm saving $150 specifically a week to get this task accomplished. Compound it. in 1 year, it will be more than 5 g's, suitable for traveling more than a month airfare included. Eastern europe, i'm coming for your ass. and paris i still have a score to settle with your tender ass too. also, i'm getting close to quitting. I'm definitely feeling the loss of enthusiasm in my lungs. i've been writing a lot too. more planning. no i have ample time to plan again for traveling. the last trip took me about a month and a half to prepare for it and i felt it was insufficient. now i have months to prepare for it because i know the locale. the area, the experience of getting in an out of hostels, and using the transit systems. fuck boston transit systems. fuck em. so to those who accept this invitation. i welcome you. if we have a sufficient number of people perhaps we can travel independently or together. i was thinking about setting up meeting points in major hub cities for trains and planes depending on how each individual plans to travel. ferry, plane, bike? hitchhike. word. i dont know how many people read this shit. word.

X

We haven't spoken in a while,
I know. I know what you might be
thinking, I'm wrong. And I can only
reminisce of the last words you
uttered,It doesn't matter. It
doesn't matter, where
you'll take me,
Or where
I'll follow
you.
But to learn
and live is a skill
I take for granted.
to learn to love, a privilege
undemanded. Now all I've
learned and all I've heard
will be swiftly reprimanded.

mgs4

I'm tired. I can't help but ask questions. Things never remain the same. I'm tired.

snitches

sup snitches.
London is raping me in the butthole financially. aesthetically it is amazing. the old clashed with the new and people talk really funny. ive decided to fuck with the locals and use a shitty asian accent. seriously, money is a matter, but we'll be off to brussels tomorrow afternoon. look for pictures as sson as i find a usb cord. i really want to keep you guys up to date. if you ever get a chance, go to london and make sure you got loot. beers are everywhere. i dont know what to say but i got 1 minute on the comp left. paing for internet sucks

chicka yea fake id yeah

this is it, the finalized schedule.
Boston- emmanuel college graduation 5.9, london 5.12, brussels 5.15, amsterdam 5.16 paris 5.18, barcelona 5.21, rome 5.24, florence 5.25, cinque terre 5.26, milan 5.27, the bean 5.28, 5.30 critical mass. 300 strong.

fly outta here

i have 2 weeks before i fly out of here and i still type like a immature 6th grader.

bear the elements and suffering and understand the over encompassing idea of happiness.

i'm ready.

Europe

Genesis

I began planning this trip from the initial catalyst of a good friend.  March 24th is when it started. May 28, 2008, 21:50 is when it ends.  My trip has fallen into fruition.  I have an itinerary. inventory. identification.  I told myself I bought my wings today.  Meeting my friend in London.  There's so much going on and I'm grateful that I have a chance to travel.  The tickets are bought, the bags can be packed in less than 1 hour, I know what I need to bring and what I need to see.  People.  The essence of life and the fruition of intellect.  I feel this trip is going to make me a lame poet who knows existence as an idea rather than a state of being and trip sac for 4 days not knowing where I'm going.

Tattoos. Justice. Microchiroptera.

Justice- l'olympia, paris, france, may 18!

I'm planning to quit smoking tomorrow. Again. I'm buying a pack of death tomorrow and smoking the entire pack split in two with another friend.  I'll see what I can smoke, go inverse cold turkey for 1 hour.

My bike's getting rusty.  Needs some loving.

Blue moon's in the summer. summer wind.

star wars unleashed. xb360.

Week plans:

ciphering

drawing

reading the Secret Garden

cornflakes

april,20. arbor day. april, 21. marathon monday.

I've DV8d right now.

5.12-5.13,london.5.14-5.16.amsterdam.5.17-5.19.paris.5.20-5.23.barcelona.5.24-5.28.florence.

this is really annoying to read but it flows.

word.